Friday, July 15, 2011

My mom hates everything about me?

To start off,I'm a 15 year old teen girl and my mom is impossible to talk with.I repeat IMPOSSIBLE. Please dont tell me to sit her down and talk to her about this because I've tried so much. My mom hates the way I dress.I dont like skirts,so she calls me a dyke,even though I'm 100% straight and I dress like a regular teenage girl,I just dont wear skirts much.I don't like pink and she made everything in my room pink,and she calls me a brat for not liking my room even though I always tell her I dont like pink. She hates the fact that I'm bad in math,because I'm creative and she calls me stupid even though I'm in advanced english. I clean the house all by myself(dishes,floors,vaccum,etc..) and she still always calls me lazy! I dont talk to her alot when were together because when I do,she constantly tells me to shut up and stop being annoying,but when i dont talk she calls me boring and says thats why she doesnt like hanging out with me. I'm a healthy person,and i like whole wheat instead of white bread,and i drink water instead of soda.I do it because i wanna be healthy,but she never believes me and she says I'm healthy because i think im fat and i dont! Whenever somethings broken or missing she blames me(cuz im an only child) but I'm not a liar! but she accuses me to be one.I admit,I do freak out when she takes away my phone,but then she calls me phsycotic and says I need to go to the mental hospital(just for crying and for begging for my phone). I dont even have a boyfriend beacause I'm not allowed! Even though I've been asked out so many times.Then if I have a guy friend,she accuses me of not being a virgin! I want to be a profiler when I grow up(a section of FBI,kinda like detective) and she said I should join a cult or something and took away all my rights to watch "Criminal Minds"(a show) because she wants me to be a doctor or lawyer. Everything I do is wrong.She's never ever said "Im proud of you". When i asked her if she was,she said "yeah,whatever".And she constantly critisizing me. I dont do drugs and I dont get the most amazing grades,but I try and It's not like I got held back. I'll just never be good enough.

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